Sushi: I learn considered one of David Hawkins’ books the place he says that the character of the supply is love. Why is there such resistance in man than to give up to one thing that brings him huge peace and pleasure? Is it simply mere behavior that retains him tied to doership or the straightforward undeniable fact that give up occurs solely to these destined for it?
Jagjot: Actually, there’s no particular reply to the above questions as we can not decode cosmic legislation. We can not know on what foundation God or supply creates an ego, what ensues struggling in consequence, what begins the searching for, and eventually, what ends it. I by no means had any religious inclination by any means. I don’t know what began this religious searching for in me and what destroyed my sense of private identification.
And I’ll admit that it has led to an incredible sense of aid and peace. Some points of my persona modified whereas others remained the identical. And I had no management over any a part of my awakening.
The questioning about life (in my case) was so intense that the contemplations would go on even in sleep. On waking up, I’d really feel that some dialogue came about with some invisible energy, however I may by no means recall the content material of the discussions.
My wild guess is that some energetic change occurred within the unconscious. I really feel like I’ve had an amazing obtain of data. With out studying any religious materials or scripture, I knew the message that was conveyed. Even Advaita instructing, I found later solely to verify my findings. I don’t know on what foundation this mind-body acquired this data. I don’t have the slightest clue.
However I do know that this message must circulation. I’d not be capable to maintain this physique if I held onto this info and saved it non-public. Subsequently, with the ability to channel this info is a necessity (compulsion) of this physique. I’ve no alternative on this matter.
Even in spite of everything of our dialogue, I really feel we have now barely scratched the floor. I’ve a lot extra to convey. I can not consciously recall any of this downloaded info, however the reply comes when the suitable questions come up on the applicable time. I intuitively get to know what the traditional masters have been attempting to convey by means of their teachings.
It occurs even as we speak. In a semi-conscious state, some change takes place, and once I regain full consciousness, I get the sensation that “one thing” bought resolved. I really feel relieved. It’s not “me” who has ever answered your questions. The solutions got here from someplace.
Once more, all of this isn’t simple. Generally, I obtain flak for spreading this data. I’ve been dubbed an atheist by many. It’s generally disturbing to cope with issues in every day dwelling, and I do get irritated and upset, however the magnificence is that nothing sticks. That mentioned, none of this has given me any saint-like qualities. I don’t take heed to Bhajans or go for Kirtans. I don’t put on robes or malas. I don’t communicate softly on a regular basis. I’m not at all times calm and pleasant with folks.
To the illusory self, awakening looks like a particular occasion that adjustments all the things. This thought that creates separation, “You will have one thing I don’t have,” can be an phantasm created by the illusory self. Give up is the deep figuring out that I at all times have what I’m in search of. In reality, it’s “I’m already what I’m in search of.” That’s exactly why life is known as a cosmic joke. The peace and pleasure I longed for was, is, and at all times shall be “I AM.” It’s solely the identification with the unreal that causes struggling.
The forces that preserve one tied to doership are past human comprehension, and so are those who trigger the doership to dissolve. As Ramesh usually quoted the phrases in Bible, “Thy won’t mine be accomplished.” Nevertheless, you shouldn’t assume that you simply’re not destined simply since you don’t have an entire understanding proper now.
If the message has reached your consciousness, the destruction of the person self has already begun. It is just a matter of deliverance when the understanding seeps deep, and the ego surrenders. Subsequently, I by no means cease folks from persevering with their religious practices, no matter they might be. Sooner or later, the illusory layering will wither away, and THAT which is actual shall be revealed.