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HomeEating DisorderThe web: buddy or foe?

The web: buddy or foe?



Written by Anne-Claire Jedrzejczak


The web.

I suppose calling it the World Broad Internet actually does outline it fairly nicely. A posh system that retains us people related to one another. 

A terrific place to construct communities. Or to maintain ourselves extra caught and remoted. 

I do understand that most likely not one of the above is information to you. 

However what concerning the context of restoration from an consuming dysfunction? What’s your relationship with on-line content material and communities like? And most significantly: is the web serving to or hindering your restoration?


I think about that you simply already know the way little others round us perceive consuming issues. Sure, change is occurring, however change is sluggish. There may be nonetheless a variety of stigma round consuming issues and little training. Many nonetheless imagine that consuming issues are a teenage challenge, a food plan gone improper and easily a query of vainness when, truly, they’re a harmful psychological well being situation. Add to this image the truth that consuming issues are secretive and victims usually fake (as a result of we don’t really feel deserving of assist) or imagine (as a result of disordered behaviors and food plan discuss are normalized in our society) they’re fantastic, and you find yourself with victims feeling misunderstood by and ostracized from the world round them. 

The web, and specifically social media, nonetheless has turned out to be a strong incubator of communities made out of people sharing comparable considerations, passions, concepts, challenges, and many others. regardless of residing far aside. Be aware that I exploit the phrase neighborhood in a big sense. Any house the place people work together, cross paths is, in my ebook, a neighborhood. Suppose Instagram and TikTok feeds, Fb teams, on-line assist teams and workshops, and many others. All of those areas now host a mountain of consuming dysfunction restoration content material. From therapists, dietitians, coaches, activists, to people presently within the trenches doing the exhausting stuff, all of us have entry to quite a lot of views, approaches, and experiences. 

The query stays: is that this content material fostering optimistic or damaging change in your restoration?


A private take

After I was early in restoration again in 2016, all I had was YouTube. I discovered a therapist whose movies helped me put phrases on what was happening in my head. And a handful of people who gave the impression to be going by one thing comparable. I felt seen. I noticed a mirrored image of myself. And I skilled the primary glimpse of the thought “perhaps it’s not that I’m improper and unhealthy, perhaps I’m only a human having a very sh*t expertise proper now”. Frequent humanity. The primary present the web gave me in my restoration.

The second was the whole dissolution of my disgrace round my sickness.

I must again up right here and share extra of my very own story.

A little bit over six years in the past, I lastly admitted (to myself) that I used to be not going to heal from my consuming dysfunction alone and reached out for skilled assist. I didn’t name my basic practitioner since I had been praised for my weight and for “staying in form” each time I visited. As an alternative, I referred to as therapists who had small practices and paid out of pocket to keep away from having to cope with paperwork or any further human. I discovered one taking sufferers on Saturday mornings, which meant I might lie my method round being busy each different week.

For years, I went to remedy each different Saturday morning. And for years, solely my therapist and my accomplice knew about it.

Evidently, I internalized disgrace for a very long time.

I spent years believing that there was one thing deeply flawed and improper with me.

Seeing myself mirrored in a handful of others on-line was the primary crack on this mirage. The following two have been people in actual life, who I confided in and who didn’t select to run away from me. Then got here my resolution to review to change into an consuming dysfunction restoration coach. So I instructed my shut members of the family because it made sense to clarify why on earth this “company finance girlboss” was now shifting onto consuming dysfunction restoration teaching.

However disgrace nonetheless felt current, like a breaking vase. I imply this fairly actually: within the technique of breaking, however nonetheless kind of holding the items collectively. The cracks have been there however the vase was nonetheless standing, casting a shadow over my previous.

That’s, till I joined forces with Meg McCabe when she launched The Restoration Collective.

The Restoration Collective is a digital world consuming dysfunction neighborhood designed to attach restoration warriors to friends and professionals. Meg and I met in January 2021 and hit it off instantly. Collectively, we constructed a brand new neighborhood, the place members aren’t judged, questioned, or invalidated – like they might be IRL – however slightly supported, celebrated, seen and heard for who they’re.

I now have a look at these first few months of 2021 because the bomb that shattered my disgrace into 1,000,000 items. There I used to be: witnessing and having open conversations with others who mirrored an older model of myself again to me. In a mere few months, the strategies of forgiving myself, not blaming myself and having immense empathy for myself grew to become achievable. 

From the damaged items of my disgrace, I constructed a kaleidoscope that I might use to seek out new views, encourage my teaching in addition to my very own social media content material.


At this level, you most likely surmise that I, personally, love on-line communities.

I do.

And but, typically, I actually don’t.


The flip facet

As an consuming dysfunction restoration coach, the co-founder of the Restoration Collective and somebody with an energetic presence on Instagram, I sadly additionally see the harmful results the identical web communities can have.

The place some restoration tales and ideas could be inspiring, instructional, and uplifting, others could be triggering, make victims really feel invalidated, carry the main focus again on outward look and even encourage new dangerous behaviors.

Some victims additionally report a rise compared and judgment, thus including to their emotions of disgrace, whether or not that’s due to the physique they’re therapeutic in, their means to problem disordered patterns or the velocity at which they recuperate.

One other distinctive lure is to be consuming restoration content material for inspiration and making that the whole lot of the restoration work when restoration requires actively difficult behaviors and thought patterns. It is a mild name out for many who could also be tempted to think about this “analysis” to construct “the right roadmap to restoration” (earlier than taking motion) when the truth is that all of us must study to maneuver ahead with uncertainty, whereas making our personal errors and studying from them. 

Let me be clear: this sort of content material could be what we usually contemplate inappropriate restoration content material reminiscent of earlier than/after footage and “what I eat in a day” movies. 

If all you see in your on-line communities is younger, white, skinny ladies, taking footage of their altering our bodies and detailing their meals consumption and motion schedule, you might be doing your self a disservice.

However even the least dangerous content material round – content material that’s protected for others, or content material created by somebody who was inspiring – could be the improper sort of content material, for you, proper now. I do know, each from my very own lived expertise and from being a restoration coach on-line, how private triggers are. All of us have totally different tales, totally different assist networks, totally different remedy groups, totally different “whys”, totally different objectives, and many others. We don’t all resonate with or want the identical content material. That’s okay! And we should additionally study to be accountable for the content material that we deliberately devour. If which means unfollowing accounts or disengaging from teams that you simply personally discover triggering, then which will simply be the only option for you proper now.

Contemplating the “buddy or foe” query requires an trustworthy look each on the content material you devour and the best way that content material resonates with you. And because the solely certainty is change – together with your individual wants – I like to recommend coming again to this query often. 

Primarily based on my private lived expertise {and professional} teaching expertise, I’ve developed the next checklist of boundaries for navigating restoration on-line within the hope of providing you with some path.


Navigating restoration on-line — dos and don’ts 

Do observe, change with, take part in teams and/or accounts that: 

  • Educate you on quite a lot of subjects that gas your willingness, motivation, and readiness for change 

  • Encourage you thru their tales, wins and life past restoration

  • Add range to your life: affirmation bias is tough to interrupt, and true range may help you overcome restoration hurdles

Don’t observe, change with, take part in teams and/or accounts that: 

  • Set off you 

  • Invalidate you or make you are feeling not “sick sufficient” 

  • Breed comparability, judgment, or disgrace in any method

  • Maintain you caught within the “studying” with out “doing” 

  • Affect your temper negatively 

Shield your restoration. Fiercely. All the time.

And go discover YOUR neighborhood. The one which makes you are feeling seen, heard, and breathe slightly simpler. Break that vase of yours. Perhaps you get to construct a kaleidoscope out of it too. Or perhaps it’ll transform a disco ball. Each, I promise, are so price it.

And so is restoration. 


Anne-Claire Jedrzejczak (she/her) is a Carolyn Costin Institute Licensed Consuming Dysfunction Restoration Coach, Registered Yoga Instructor (RYT500) and co-founder of The Restoration Collective. A former finance skilled, Anne-Claire’s consuming dysfunction restoration journey led her from the high-paced company world to the examine of yoga, and finally to consuming dysfunction restoration teaching & psychological well being advocacy. She now guides others to satisfy their restoration objectives, rework their relationship with meals, their physique, and themselves to allow them to dwell an genuine and fulfilling life.

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